well, here i am. sweetspade.org has been suspended for like two months now. dunno why. host doesn’t know. host says online i’m seeing it. he says the site isn’t suspended. but everyone else and me say it is. 
he’s like the only one who doesn’t see it as suspended. 
dunno what the problem is.
cause my site has been down for so long and like, i was getting into some problems with my membership at the qbee. that wasn’t no fun cause i like the qbee and i don’t wanna leave. and i really don’t wanna leave just cause of my dumb host and all his dumb issues. he needs to get with another host himself. and i can’t just leave his hosting either which super sucks. :( well, i could leave his hosting, but i can’t have my domain then. i really want my domain.i don’t wanna lose it, but right now, i guess i kinda am. i dunno.
i’m just gonna work on getting my domain back. but till then, i’ve got my subdomain and stuff for now. so i got something. 
i’m good.